Home vs Work vs Me

A tough decision:

My manager at work has asked me to look into day care for next spring. He would really like to have me back. Don't get me wrong, it feels really good to be needed. The thing is, I feel equally or more needed at home, by my son. I love my job, I love what I do, I love the people I work for and I love my son. It's difficult. I have to wonder though, if a little peer interaction wouldn't be such a bad thing for T~. Every kid needs to be pushed down by a bully, right? And then I ask myself, "Am I being too selfish?". I really don't know what to do.

Oh yeah, the thought of searching for a vegetarian-friendly daycare, *ugh*. I guess it wouldn't be much different than a child with a special diet, such as a diabetic.